When I first wrote about suicide - 30 years ago - I was a terribly depressed person, trying to understand the deaths in my own family. While suicide continued to be the means of release for some members of my family, and while I still deplored, feared, and preached against its use as a way out of dep...
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JENNIFER TURNER
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 at 12:35 PM
HI, I JUST ABOUT HAVE TO SPEED- READ YOUR POSTS, BECAUSE MY WEBTV GOES NUTS WHEN I,M ON THIS SITE..I STILL CANT FIND OUT WHY IT HAPPENS...ANY WAY, I ALWAYS TRY TO READ YOUR POSTS BECAUSE I ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN THAT HELPS ME. I DONT HAVE THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE, HOW EVER I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I PRAY FOR GOD TO PLEASE END MY LIFE, I AM DEALING WITH A LOT OF PHYSICAL PAIN AND THEN THERE LURKS THE PAIN OF DEPRESSION. I STOPPED TAKING ZOLOFT ( WITH MY DR.S KNOWING ABOUT IT.) AND I WAS A VERY DIFFERANT PERSON, A MAD, ANGRY, IRRITABLE WITCH. I STARTED BACK ON ZOLOFT 11 DAYS LATER. I WAS FEELING BETTER BY LATE AFTERNOON. SO, NOW I KNOW THAT TAKING A PILL FOR DEPRESSION IS NOT A BAD THING...IN MY CASE IT,S A GOOD THING....I COULD,NT BELIEVE MYSELF WHEN HATEFUL WORDS CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH.I STARTED SAYING..I,M SORRY.. TO MY HUSBAND AND FAMILY..BEFORE I EVEN GOT GROUCHY WITH THEM. EVERYTHING GOT ON MY NERVES...MY SWEET CAT MEOW-MEOW- WAS GETTING A LOT OF BAD WORDS YELLED AT HER..BECAUSE SHE WALKS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND SITS DOWN AND I ALMOST FALL TRYING NOT TO STEP ON HER...I SEE THAT I AM JUST RAMBLING ON ABOUT NOTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH YOUR POST...SORRY ABOUT IT...JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR YOUR INTERESTING THOUGHTS....MAY GOD BLESS....JENNIFER TURNER
HI, I JUST ABOUT HAVE TO SPEED- READ YOUR POSTS, BECAUSE MY WEBTV GOES NUTS WHEN I,M ON THIS SITE..I STILL CANT FIND OUT WHY IT HAPPENS...ANY WAY, I ALWAYS TRY TO READ YOUR POSTS BECAUSE I ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN THAT HELPS ME. I DONT HAVE THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE, HOW EVER I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I PRAY FOR GOD TO PLEASE END MY LIFE, I AM DEALING WITH A LOT OF PHYSICAL PAIN AND THEN THERE LURKS THE PAIN OF DEPRESSION. I STOPPED TAKING ZOLOFT ( WITH MY DR.S KNOWING ABOUT IT.) AND I WAS A VERY DIFFERANT PERSON, A MAD, ANGRY, IRRITABLE WITCH. I STARTED BACK ON ZOLOFT 11 DAYS LATER. I WAS FEELING BETTER BY LATE AFTERNOON. SO, NOW I KNOW THAT TAKING A PILL FOR DEPRESSION IS NOT A BAD THING...IN MY CASE IT,S A GOOD THING....I COULD,NT BELIEVE MYSELF WHEN HATEFUL WORDS CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH.I STARTED SAYING..I,M SORRY.. TO MY HUSBAND AND FAMILY..BEFORE I EVEN GOT GROUCHY WITH THEM. EVERYTHING GOT ON MY NERVES...MY SWEET CAT MEOW-MEOW- WAS GETTING A LOT OF BAD WORDS YELLED AT HER..BECAUSE SHE WALKS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND SITS DOWN AND I ALMOST FALL TRYING NOT TO STEP ON HER...I SEE THAT I AM JUST RAMBLING ON ABOUT NOTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH YOUR POST...SORRY ABOUT IT...JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR YOUR INTERESTING THOUGHTS....MAY GOD BLESS....JENNIFER TURNER