I nearly choked several times on my breakfast this morning. I'd go to the ER, but they can't fix my spine at the moment, or at all, which is causing the problem. So I am going to go out and buy a case of Ensure.
I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. I have been a recluse for much of my life. I do have a few friends, but they would be worried if they knew what was happening up here.
And quite frankly, I am not prepared to spend twelve hours on an ambulance or ER stretcher when the doctors can't do anything. I can only access the hospital the same day by calling 911. I am not even sure they would fit me with a feeding tube. I don't like playing Russian roulette at every meal. And a nursing home wouldn't help much either. The staff could watch me eat, but wouldn't be able to do the Heimlich manuever on someone in a wheelchair.
Sigh...I am stumped here.




Hi there
I have been wondering about you lately and how you have been doing. I think if you do have friends out there that you should reach out to them...surely they do want to know how you are doing.
I know some about swallowing problems. I have MS and this can happen with this issue can happen for those of us with this neurological disease too.
Here is some information from the Mayo Clinic about this problem. One of the things they suggest is to see a speech therapist. Is this something which is possible for you to do?
I am sorry this is happening to you...it must be very frightening. I hope things do improve...let us know how you are doing in the days to come.