FIghting for your Identity

A few years ago, I knew exactly what i wanted and what i need to do to achieve all those things. Now after short four years, I am lost. The sheer determination and focus I had in my life is no longer with me. THe passion in achieving the best and providing the greatness has become a mist.

I strongly believe that you are the master of your life. You are the one who controls your life. No one else can make your life miserable or happy. Its your own decisions that arch ways in your life. But somehow, today I cant do that. I feel that my happiness lies in a person's hand. My subconscious mind screams at me that its wrong while the heart says it is the right thing. Among all these confusion, I have lost what i have treasured for the last few years which i hold close to my heart even in my dreams.

Why do we have to rely on another person, to find the happiness we need in our life? Why is that our identity is lost once we loose what we love...