Christmas Eve

I know that this a really downer time for many people and suppose that I don't need to add my voice to the din, but here I am alone today and my husband is at work another 2 hours, I had little things I could have done all day and just finished them up ar 4:30 and really can't tell you what I did with the rest of my time......just frittered away.  My kids are coming Sat and my daughter is complaining about her blended family and how much she has to do, I did all I could to not interrupt other celebrations and bent to all others to be fit in on Sat.  My husband had a very unfair job review and wants to look for another job after having pulled up stakes to move here we were so full of hope just 16 months ago.  I just feel like 2007 has been the pits and wish that my job was steady and stable enough to tell him to put in his notice and we will be fine until he finds something else but the nature of my job is that I work a different number of hours each week with only 32 hours in the last 2 week paycheck, and also no benefits.  I am looking elsewhere too but still have that stigma of being fired last Jan dogging me.................OH I will stop crying on shoulders of strangers here and tell you all MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!