I have seen the other side

I have revisited the other side many times in my dreams, I have also forseen the deaths of many people in them.I have been able to do this for years, so how come when my father died I havnt been able to visit him, why cant I see him like the others. I thought it was because he was angry because I couldnt sit beside his bed and watch him die. But maybe he is scared ill do something i have always said I would do if I did see him. Is he protecting me, I dont know.I glimpse him around the house every now and then, or smell him once in a while. But its not the same as actually talking to him. I have been told things in my dreams, then told family members, I have been spot on. I just want to see my Dad again. He does love me, when I was at his place crying into his pillow I felt a warm arm around my shoulders.  He had died two days before. He also plays a lot of practical jokes on us. But it still isnt the same thing. I miss you Dad, every day.