shes a woman ,to look at her you would never understand the pain, the pain surrounds her every movement ,every sound, the pain is trying to take her spirit, her spirit is trying to stay down side up ,spirit is nervis, of the back hole, but the pain is so great its pulling her tward the black hole ,no drugs can kill the pain
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11/ 2/09 10:25pm
Hi.
It's funny but whenever I see writing like this I want to congratulate the person for summing up how it feels to be depressed so well, but at the same time I feel great sympathy - I wish you hadn't a clue how it felt (and thus weren't able to write it) lol.
Anyway, you really did do a great job. I hope you're not stuck in that black hole today, your spirit being torn without anyone noticing a thing...
11/ 4/09 7:29pm
You are so correct in your description of it. After ECT and trying almost every med it feels only one way. It feels like hell. No one else understands or can feel the pain you are experiencing. Unfortunately I have a very strong genetic connection for this. I come to the point I can't take it anymore. What keeps us from pulling the trigger or swallow the pills? At some point your family isn't going to be enough to stay. Because you feel they would be better off without you and your pain and sadness.
I like your writing. Thank you for sharing!
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Hey Martha
As always you are so good at telling us exactly what depression feels like. I often describe it like almost falling into a black hole too. What do you envision is in the black hole? Pain or nothingness? Or something else? I think this is a great fear for those of us who suffer from depression...that we will get sucked in and never get out. And the horrible thing about this is...nobody can see this great battle taking place of fighting to stay out of the big dark void.
Keep up your writing Martha...you are very good at it and I think it helps you...I hope so.
hey merely me,
thank you for your caments. there is alot of pain in the black hole for me.
yes i thinking writting about it does help me, and hearing from others also.
martha