Wow. It's...gone.

I doubt this will make sense to anyone. I'm not entirely sure that I understand it. But I've been slowly improving with this depression thing for a few weeks...and I made it leave. Last night, I forced it out. I know that's hard to believe, and you're probably gonna think that I must have never had it in the first place. But I swear to you that I did, and that I got rid of it. I realize that many people have to endure this their entire lives or for many years and try every possible way to rid themselves of it, but can't. I doubt this would work for everyone, but it did for me. And maybe it can for you too.

Please don't think me crazy. Think seriously about this. I know religious beliefs vary, and yours may determine if you believe this or not. But all around us are spirits--good and bad. If you read the bible, there's numerous stories of people being possessed with evil spirits, and Christ would command them to leave. They had no choice but to leave when he told them to, or when they were commanded to in the name of Jesus Christ.

Okay, so who's to say that we don't still have evil spirits haunting us these days? They're still around...more so than ever. There's all sorts of medical and scientific reasons why people have mental disorders, including depression. But I now truly believe that these disorders are caused by these evil spirits. I wouldn't believe it if I hadn't experienced it myself.

I remember the first time I had a huge breakdown and really wanted to die, I felt like there was something there telling me "Just do it" over and over. I knew that wasn't me, because I knew that I would NEVER want to do that. Just the same, it was there. It was so persistent, but when I would come out of it, I looked back and knew that wasn't me. I'm not like that--I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal, I am NOT a negative person, I love my life. Something else was making me feel that way.

I didn't realize until last night that there actually was something or someone else there. My parents have been seeing this counselor to help them with their marriage problems, and the counselor has been teaching them about these spirits, and how to cast them away. My dad helped me realize that was why I was depressed...I had an evil spirit with me. Two, in fact. Actual beings, not just figments of my imagination.

Yeah, that sounds really scary. We watch horror movies and there's evil spirits possessing people and killing and all that stuff. But it's not like Hollywood. These spirits are a load of cowards. You are so much more powerful than they are...first of all, you have a body and they don't. They want nothing more than to make you as miserable as they are. But they can't unless you let them. You have the power to make them leave. They can't stay if you force them to leave.

It's hard to believe. I don't expect hardly anyone to believe this. But I hope my story will help someone, somewhere, find the strength to cast out the spirits causing their depression. Because it works. You don't have to feel that way--you have a right to happiness and it is time to seize that right. Clear your mind, and find the evil spirit(s). Then tell them to GET OUT. Be firm and don't fear them. They can't hurt you. Tell them to go to the light--the Light of Christ. There they can progress and don't have to be so miserable. I can almost guarantee that some will hesitate or even refuse to budge. Raise your hand to the square, and command them in the name of Jesus Christ to get out. Do not pity them, do not have any mercy for them. You tell them to get out and get out now. They cannot stay.