Information and opinions on Depression from spacedit at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663 en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/ http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/27940/piece-hole Thu May 15 10:50:03 -0400 2008 spacedit Okay, so maybe it wasn't such a miraculous recovery. I wouldn't say my depression is back, but it does peek in every once in while to remind me of how much it hurts. Does depression ever leave completely? Or is it that once you have it, it becomes part of you, and it will never go away...like a scar? I feel like I've been hurt so badly that I'll be crippled for the rest of my life. I shudder at the thought that I ever wanted to kill... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/27940/piece-hole http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/21406/wow-itsgone Wed Mar 12 10:25:00 -0400 2008 spacedit I doubt this will make sense to anyone. I'm not entirely sure that I understand it. But I've been slowly improving with this depression thing for a few weeks...and I made it leave. Last night, I forced it out. I know that's hard to believe, and you're probably gonna think that I must have never had it in the first place. But I swear to you that I did, and that I got rid of it. I realize that many people have to endure this their... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/21406/wow-itsgone http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/21357/can-i-get-out Mon Mar 10 19:53:00 -0400 2008 spacedit A few months ago, I would have gladly spilled out my life story right here and felt good about it. But I simply no longer have the motivation. I can't believe I'm even doing this...but I'm scared. Really scared. I need help so bad and I have no where to turn. My family can't afford for me to see a doctor or get counseling. No one understands and no one's trying to. At first, a couple of my friends were there to pick me... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/17663/21357/can-i-get-out