Information and opinions on Depression from di12381 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/179327 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/179327/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/179327 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/179327/77330/win-oscar Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:03:07 -0400 di12381 I should win an oscar, my act is so good. On the outside, I project hardworking, easygoing and happy, when in reality I am not.   I feel this dull ach inside of me, of the pain. The loneliness, the self hatred, the self conciousness, it is a constant pounding in my head. I believe I had some form of deppression for about 15 years, though my innocence at time, kept it from being fully realized.   I will be 28 later this year and I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/179327/77330/win-oscar