Dear Deborah Your website brings me a lot of comfort. Most people dont understand depression and its effects on your life and that makes it hard. I admire what you're doing and wanted to let you know how much I appreciate your writings. My depression makes me so exhausted I fear to get a job and I suffer anxiety problems too. However reading how you manage your housework; MS, websites, little boy gives me encouragement that I too CAN and will cope. Meanwhile I pray everyday for all of us depressives that God will send a miracle cure and no one will ever need to suffer this curse. Be safe and happy. ***************************** Shiela, Thank you so much for your warm and heartfelt response. I'm glad that the site has been a comfort to you. I think one thing that gives me the strength to handle my MS is that I feel that anything's easier than depression. It's very difficult and frightening when your mind turns against you - more so than when your body does. I know it's difficult to look for a job with depression and anxiety. Take care of yourself as well as possible and remember that you can ask your therapist or psychiatrist for help in your job search and interviews. I wish you much success in your recovery. Deborah