the lack of feeling sex cause my ex to find someone who could. oh well live goes on and so do i. it makes you wounder if they really want to know what is brother you.

My Dr. asks me everytime I see her for my depression if I'm having suicidal thoughts and sometimes when I'm seeing her for other things as well.  This is something I can't remember her not doing before my suicide attempt but she might not have I'm not sure.  I know it never suprised me afterward that she asked...it was just like asking if I'd been feeling dizzy(I have an issue with this) just another normally asked question.  You might say if she was asking and you still made it to attempt whats is the piont well I hadn't been to her for quite awhile before the attempt I had taking myself off my meds against her advice I was having issues with my therapist(first one retired scond transfered to another office third one kept canceling appiontments then quit...and they never found me a fourth and I was like well if you guys don't care then screw it)  I was young and stupid.  I don't have a therapist anymore but I am more closely monitored by Dr. now.