hmmm... Let me get this strait. You've been taking anti-depressants for 10 yrs. In these 10 yrs they've made your teeth rot, they've made you pass out, have cotton mouth, and gain weight. That sounds depressing by itself. Sounds to me like you need to lay off the "anti" depressants and go find a hobby, start something new, get a K9 companion, or meditate instead of medicate. A bigger pill doesn't always solve lifes problems.