Here I go complaining again... as usual. Nothing ever works out, nothing is ever good enough. It seems that everywhere I go, everything I see turns around love, marriage, sex, and kids. Just rub it in my face. While this is a time for me when I'm trying to come to terms with and accept that these will most likely never be a part of my life,... Read more
I hate myself.I hate life.I hate hating.I hate this.I can't go on like this... I can't "tough" it out anymore. But I have no choice - this is the life that was given to me and I have to right to take it away. "Thou shalt not murder" Killing myself would be a form of murder. So that is not an option. I don't want to... Read more
Sometimes I feel so small, so insignificant. But this week someone made me realise that I am not so unimportant... everyone and everything is here for a reason and God created them all to co-exist in harmony. The world is a magnificent place. Whe you think about it - man is nothing without the animals and the plants, who are nothing without the... Read more
I was just playing a computer game, one I play several times a day. In the game, you can choose different level options. Tonight, I chose to play in "Journey" mode. The journey begins at the Child level. When you have suceeded in completing that, you move on to the Easy level, then Medium, then Hard, and finally Evil. You play and replay... Read more
Can't you just feel lousy, can't you just want to destroy yourself, without anything happening? Why is it that when you're not feeling well, the first thing people asked is what happened? What happened is my life... that's what. Just makes me really mad that people, especially mental health professionals, haven't yet understood... Read more
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