I first started expreicing depression when I was fifteen. Since then until the age of 45 I was on a roller coaster.  When I was on a Manic side I did not care had no inhibitions and i ate like crazy and gained a lot of weight. When I go down and feel the depression I was overly self counsious, sad, and become hard on myself and start working on my weight and lose anywhere between 20 - 75 pounds. 

I am happy to say that now when I truly found God in Jesus and the true meaning of faith I can say that Jesus has delivered me. I have never been as happy as I am now. Now God comes first in my life. I have established a personal relationship with Jesus and the Lord is my Shepered. Praise the Lord!!