Ok even though this is my first time here, im am going to spill the beans anyways hoping that maybe someone has had similar events in there life. Anyways I have suffered from depression since i was about 14 years old now just turned 31 in December and still struggling to find help. I've been on Zoloft in the past and it seemed to help for awhile though have not been taking it for over a year now due to the fact that i can't even afford insurance right now. Well as to my children they have been in temporary state custody since October 27th 2007 :( I have two boy and one girl ages 10,8, and 4 anyways my 8 year old son was abused by his real dad in 2004 wich caused trauma, this also has caused him to be unable to control his anger and has been diagnosed with bipolar he has been very violent in the past and has been hospitalized numerous times. All my children got taken away because of this! I have been fighting with the courts for over a year now and just recently found out im not getting my boys back, but still may get my 4 year old daughter back. I have not had problems with panic or depression since they were first taken and now i feel worse than i have ever! I need some help but not sure were to go from this point. not having insurance its hard to find free clinics in kansas. Anyway just kind of spilling my heart out right now and need some kind of strength from god or something for that matter.


Hi there
Your story is heartbreaking. I am sorry that life has taken such a toll on you.
I do not have much personal advice to give but I can tell you about a couple of resources.
There is an organization called Partnership for Prescription Assistance which might help you to get your antidepressants. You may find that link here.
This other link is to find a Health Center near to you for free assistance. Just follow this link.
Keep writing and sharing your story. I hope life turns around for you.