I cry so hard, I’m in so much pain
My soul is on fire, I’m going insane.
This will never end, I’m just a joke
I’ve given up, there is no more hope.
I’ll never break my chains, I’ll never be free
I’ll never be healed, I’ll never be Me.
Tears never ceasing, hurt never easing
Finding nothing pleasing, inside I’m freezing.
Why can’t they see that I burn on the inside
I feel worthless and weak, I have no pride.
I can’t break my chains, I can’t be free
I can’t be healed, I can’t be Me.
Harder than steel I must be to survive
A false show of strength so my feelings I can hide.
I’m weary from dragging myself through each day
If anyone knows the path, please show me the way!
I wish I could break my chains, I wish I could be free
I wish I could be healed, I wish I could be Me.
I hate this struggle that I go through in life
I’m sick of the anger, I’m sick of the strife.
Is there no way out? I just want to shout!
Give me a break, let me work this out!
If only I could break my chains, if only I could be free
If only I could be healed, if only I could be Me.
I’ve been fighting so hard, I’ve been trying to figure out
Can I ease the pain, can I be rid of this doubt?
I still want to give in and call it a day,
This is so unpleasant, I must leave, I can’t stay!
I can break my chains, I can be free
I can be healed, I can be Me.
I go through tough trials many times through the week,
Yet I won’t give up and I will continue to seek
For that bright ray of hope that’s beginning to shine
And indicates to me that my life will be mine!
I WILL break my chains! I WILL be free!
I WILL be healed I WILL be ME!


Thank you for sharing this poem - I think it describes depression extremely well! And the best part is your hope, at the end. I think many will find it encouraging to hear that, as bad as the darkness gets, and as much as we feel we have lost ourselves, there is still hope.