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The Journey - A poem about a personal battle with depression

By Hurt111 Sunday, January 16, 2011

 

I cry so hard, I’m in so much pain

My soul is on fire, I’m going insane.

This will never end, I’m just a joke

I’ve given up, there is no more hope.

I’ll never break my chains, I’ll never be free

I’ll never be healed, I’ll never be Me.

 

Tears never ceasing, hurt never easing

Finding nothing pleasing, inside I’m freezing.

Why can’t they see that I burn on the inside

I feel worthless and weak, I have no pride.

I can’t break my chains, I can’t be free

I can’t be healed, I can’t be Me.

 

Harder than steel I must be to survive

A false show of strength so my feelings I can hide.

I’m weary from dragging myself through each day

If anyone knows the path, please show me the way!

I wish I could break my chains, I wish I could be free

I wish I could be healed, I wish I could be Me.

 

I hate this struggle that I go through in life

I’m sick of the anger, I’m sick of the strife.

Is there no way out? I just want to shout!

Give me a break, let me work this out!

If only I could break my chains, if only I could be free

If only I could be healed, if only I could be Me.

 

I’ve been fighting so hard, I’ve been trying to figure out

Can I ease the pain, can I be rid of this doubt?

I still want to give in and call it a day,

This is so unpleasant, I must leave, I can’t stay!

I can break my chains, I can be free

I can be healed, I can be Me.

 

I go through tough trials many times through the week,

Yet I won’t give up and I will continue to seek

For that bright ray of hope that’s beginning to shine

And indicates to me that my life will be mine!

I WILL break my chains! I WILL be free!

I WILL be healed  I WILL be ME!

 

To suffer in silence
1/17/11 10:46am

Thank you for sharing this poem - I think it describes depression extremely well!  And the best part is your hope, at the end.  I think many will find it encouraging to hear that, as bad as the darkness gets, and as much as we feel we have lost ourselves, there is still hope.

Merely Me, Health Guide
1/17/11 10:11pm

This is such a powerful message to anyone who is facing a similar struggle.  You start off by saying "never" and then you "wish" and then you say "if only" and then finally you say..."I can" and the best of all..."I will."  It reminds me of the Little Engine that Could book that I have read to my son for years...you think you can and then you do. 

 

I do hope you continue to share with us...and your poem is wonderful.  Please keep writing...you have an important message of hope to share.

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By Hurt111— Last Modified: 01/17/11, First Published: 01/16/11