Having a hard time putting my thoughts together without my mind racing. Unforutnately, I have to keep this short for that reason. I am beyond stuck in a rut that I have no idea how to get out of. This cycle is fueling negative even potentially harmful thoughts. I need help but keep running into dead ends. Very close... Read more
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LonelyinMD on Depression
Thursday, February 26 2009
Things have been bad before, but this is different. I'm depressed, but it's more out of frustration. I just can't seem to get ahead in life. The world is passing me by, and most of the people around me seem to be doing fine. People I know are getting married, starting families, buying houses, taking trips and enjoying... Read more
Not sure where to begin. I'm pretty sure this is going to ramble on, so if you don't care, or know you're going to get bored, you might as well stop reading now.
My job puts way too much stress on me, and because of my level of anxiety about all the things that COULD go wrong, I do nothing about it. Being stressed tires me... Read more
I'm awake because I'm stressed. I'm awake because I'm alone. I'm awake because I'm worried. I'm awake because all of these things are going on, and I have no one to talk to, no support. My father is terribly sick, but it doesn't stop him from manipulating others and using my mother. In... Read more
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LonelyinMD on Depression
Thursday, January 03 2008
Since therapy hasn't been working for me (ever, like, in years) I decided to buy myself a few self help books. That was years ago. But recent events in my life have made me revisit some of these books. I figured I would read a few pages, and then write here to express how they made me feel, or vent. The first part of... Read more
