Not sure where to begin. I'm pretty sure this is going to ramble on, so if you don't care, or know you're going to get bored, you might as well stop reading now.
My job puts way too much stress on me, and because of my level of anxiety about all the things that COULD go wrong, I do nothing about it. Being stressed tires me... Read more
I'm awake because I'm stressed. I'm awake because I'm alone. I'm awake because I'm worried. I'm awake because all of these things are going on, and I have no one to talk to, no support. My father is terribly sick, but it doesn't stop him from manipulating others and using my mother. In... Read more
Since therapy hasn't been working for me (ever, like, in years) I decided to buy myself a few self help books. That was years ago. But recent events in my life have made me revisit some of these books. I figured I would read a few pages, and then write here to express how they made me feel, or vent. The first part of... Read more
I don't know how I could be on more medication and feel worse than ever. I'm not sure if it's that or the fact that I've spent each holiday this season ALONE. As of right now, that's how I'll enter 2008, which means another lonely year for me. It ****** me off, but there's nothing I can do about... Read more