I don't know how I could be on more medication and feel worse than ever.  I'm not sure if it's that or the fact that I've spent each holiday this season ALONE.  As of right now, that's how I'll enter 2008, which means another lonely year for me.  It ****** me off, but there's nothing I can do about it.  Except eat.  Eating seems to be the only thing I've been good at today.  I don't know if I would call if comfort food, because it doesn't make me feel any better.  I think I'm just eating because there's nothing else to do and because I don't care.  I'm sure I could keep writing about my miserable life and how horrible I feel, but it's about this point that I realize no one's listening.  So I'll just stop and keep it all inside.