Insomnia

I HAVE JUST RECENTLY POSTED COMMENTS ON THIS SITE REGARDING OTHERS,I STILL HAVEN'T GOT ENOUGH COURAGE LIKE YOU AND THE OTHERS TO POST MY SOMEWHAT DISMAL LIFE.I BELIEVE THAT ALL THE PEOPLE,YOU INCLUDED THAT HAS POSTED THEIR LIVES AND FEELINGS ON THIS SITE ARE VERY BRAVE.IT ME MAKES FEEL NOT ALONE ANYMORE AND GIVES ME HOPE.IT IS DIFFICULT TO READ YOUR MOST RECENT POSTING,YOU MUST HAVE A GREAT DEAL OF HURT IN YOU.I FIND BY READING SOME OF THE OUTCOMES IN THESE POST,THERE IS PEOPLE JUST LIKE US AND WE ARE NOT ALONE.AS HARD AS LIFE THROWS AT YOU,YOU JUST HAVE TO REMEMBER,YOU ARE NOT ALONE.DON'T BE SO HARD ON YOURSELF AND THINGS WILL WORK OUT.

I've often felt the same...but you can't control other people and you sound like you're worried about THEM. Try a little 'you' therapy and try not blaming yourself for feeling like you do.  When my parents drank and my father killed himself, I felt terribly guilty, but it wasn't MY fault. I was a child - he was his own person. Also, sex can be good for you, and you shouldn't blame yourself for wanting to feel good. If this person is hurting you, HE is the bad one, not you for wanting physical contact. Try to find a local support group because you need to be around other people. The internet IS great to chat, and it's really great to be able to connect with people this way, but you sound like you need others to be their with you. YOU deserve to be happy.

hey,

i hope things are going better for you. Everyone deserves to find happiness.

Have hope and faith, hold on to the good things in life. You will get though this just keep reaching out, there are people out there to lean on who care. Hope things are better with your dad and for you.

remember there is light at the end of the tunnel!!! you'll make it.