Things have been bad before, but this is different. I'm depressed, but it's more out of frustration. I just can't seem to get ahead in life. The world is passing me by, and most of the people around me seem to be doing fine. People I know are getting married, starting families, buying houses, taking trips and enjoying life. Me? I live at home with my parents (who make life dreadful), can't afford to move out because I'm helping them financially and it's killing my savings, and stuck in a job that I don't like and never wanted to do in the first place. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
Saying I'm frustrated is an understatement. I'm fed up, and I have no idea what to do. Everytime I attempt to make a change, I more or less fail and end up back where i started. People have been telling me forever to PRAY, and try religion. That doesn't work either. You can't create a belief that's not there. Right now, I don't believe in much of anything, and I don't see that changing anytime soon.
So why am I writing this? Not sure. Maybe I"m not tryng to sink back into a depressive state. Right now it all feels pointless. I don't know what to do, and I want to give up. I'm GOING to give up if things don't change soon. And I have no idea where to begin.



You are not alone in this feeling. I have always felt the same way and can understand your frustration. I wish that I could go see a counselor right now cause I know that can help with this, I cant even afford five dollars right now.
Pat