Nowhere to Turn

Things have been bad before, but this is different.  I'm depressed, but it's more out of frustration.  I just can't seem to get ahead in life.  The world is passing me by, and most of the people around me seem to be doing fine.  People I know are getting married, starting families, buying houses, taking trips and enjoying life.  Me?  I live at home with my parents (who make life dreadful), can't afford to move out because I'm helping them financially and it's killing my savings, and stuck in a job that I don't like and never wanted to do in the first place.  I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

Saying I'm frustrated is an understatement.  I'm fed up, and I have no idea what to do.  Everytime I attempt to make a change, I more or less fail and end up back where i started.  People have been telling me forever to PRAY, and try religion.  That doesn't work either.  You can't create a belief that's not there.  Right now, I don't believe in much of anything, and I don't see that changing anytime soon. 

So why am I writing this?  Not sure.  Maybe I"m not tryng to sink back into a depressive state.  Right now it all feels pointless.  I don't know what to do, and I want to give up.  I'm GOING to give up if things don't change soon.  And I have no idea where to begin.