sad :(

I know how you feel.  I've been in the same situation.  I have tried several different medications, they help with the actual mental state of my depression, but I still don't have the desire to do anything.  I have several different hobbies and such, but I just can't seem to get up and to anything.  I work, but as soon as I get home, I don't want to leave.  On my days off, I just want to stay in my home and avoid everyone.  I hate it when the phone rings, especially if it is a family member, because I know that I need to talk with them.  I stay so tired all the time, I'm always thinking about how good it would be to go home and get in bed!  I hope you can find a solution to this problem.  I know that I would like to find one.  Good luck.

I could have written this post, as well as the first comment to this post.  you are not alone, either of you.

It took 3 different doctors (psychitrists...regular doctors are as knowledgable, in my experience) and several different meds and dosages before I saw improvement.

Also, finding a great therapist is key.  It tried a few different therapists before I found the right one.

It does get better...but the right meds and a good therapist are the key!

Hang in there.

HI DIDA     How are you I agree with you I feel the same way I met my wife in 1990 and we was married after dating for 4 month's and she was good to me for about the first 4 year's than she started being mean to me she would hit me with pot's and pan's and thing's and after all of that has happened I haven't had any will I've lost interest in everything I've lost interest in her  and sex just everything I don't eat right she act's like she don't have money and she hardly ever buy anything at the store so I go through the day not eating anything but drinking 12 to 14 cup's of coffee a day and that's what I live on and I haven't held a job in 17 month's a job feel's like a joke to me now and I've been surfing the internet for a new relationship that will give me a new wife and it's working this week alone I received 4 or 5 email's from woman that seen my picture on here and they said that they would love to be married to me cause I was a patience sweet harded loving man and they said well Danny how could she do you that way and I tell them she don't have a heart so I'm trying to get to know the ladies that email's me and I'm looking up one of them hopefully will make me have the will to get another good job and marry one of them and get rid of this depession and live happly ever after.

Hi Dida,  I have suffered major depression most (or all) of my adult life.  Getting the right medication is key.  After trying about 12 different meddications I found that only one that works for me is Effexor.  I'm a disabled/retired nurse and have gained some weight my self.  But I've found a walking buddy to walk with about five times a week, 1 1/2 miles. Take care and I hope you find some help soon!