Information and opinions on Depression from Debj at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242/27974/die Thu, 15 May 2008 16:41:00 -0400 Debj My therapist says use affirmations My doc says take meds My friend says use mindfulness My sister says she loves me My husband is about to give up And all I feel like is I wish I could cry, but can't So I want to run away, be alone and die Yet, I still fight this For now.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242/27974/die http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242/27904/lost-ashamed Wed, 14 May 2008 23:34:00 -0400 Debj As every morning is for me, I did not want to face another day. My depression is always severe in the morning. Today, I drove my husband to have a CAT scan. I am anxious and worried. I want to  care for him, but  I also fight my own illnesses. I feel selfish because I feel like I am of no support to him. I hope he knows how much I love him. Sad....   http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/30242/27904/lost-ashamed