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natuiq Community Member May 12, 2008
  • so i have been doing sort of an online diary but dont think many people got it.. its not easy cause i live in a very sheltered community and depression is a hush word.. my stint in a clinic was a 'conference'.. and even now its as though it never happened.. its almost 1am and just cant sleep.. sleep patterns are all messed again... tried going off the meds but that wasnt successful ..given the screaming in a busy road during peak hour pedestrian traffic for no apparent reason.. the story is an abusive marriage.. i just crashed.. what happened shook me so badly cause he was someone i trusted .. clearly as we were married.. but being around someone so evil so calculated so manipulative made me feel sick.. waiting patiently for the day that he is no longer a trigger...

     

    since the divorce.. the blessing... my business has expanded.. my hair feels better (its a girly thing).. choose friend smore carefully now.. being diagnosed was a wake up call to pay more attention to filtering out negative people and the effects that they have.. bought so many self help books.. and the one that stands out is 'ditch the bitch'.. really worked!

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  • JENNIFER TURNER
    May. 16, 2008

    HI, JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I,M TRYING TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF A BAD SPELL OF DEPRESSION, I HAVE HEALTH CONCERNS AND I GET TO WHERE I CANT GO ANYWHERE,JUST STAY HOME ALL THE TIME. WHEN I AM FEELING SO BAD, I THINK MY FACE WOULD ACTUALLY CRACK IF I SMILED...KIND OF A JOKE. ANYWAY, I SAW YOUR POST AND JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW I READ...

    RHMLucky777

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    HI, JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I,M TRYING TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF A BAD SPELL OF DEPRESSION, I HAVE HEALTH CONCERNS AND I GET TO WHERE I CANT GO ANYWHERE,JUST STAY HOME ALL THE TIME. WHEN I AM FEELING SO BAD, I THINK MY FACE WOULD ACTUALLY CRACK IF I SMILED...KIND OF A JOKE. ANYWAY, I SAW YOUR POST AND JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW I READ YOUR MESSAGE...KEEP SMILING AND GOD BLESS YOU,,JENNIFER

  • Anonymous
    wendy
    May. 15, 2008

    Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.  I have been dealing with depression for several years. Wiht the right medication and a good support system I am doing much better. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers smiling.  Take care and God Bless. PLease feel free to eamil me anytime.

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