i know whats wrong now..and i'm fixing it!

well i had to spend the night in a phsyciatric hospital tuesday night....because i was having suicidal thoughts not like i was actually gonna attempt anything have too much to live for but wednsday morning i had to talk to the phsyciatrist come to find out i am actually bipolar have panic disorder and agoraphobia well the celexa i was on was actually putting me into mania phases...so instead of helping it was actually making me much much worse now i take 1mg of atavan? when i feel a panic attack coming on and am weaning off of celexa i tell ya i 50% better lol i still am stuck with agoraphobia and panic disoder