mandy

Health Interests

coping with daily depression,  bad thoughts,  feel helpless and useless,  no one to really talk to,  very despaired all the time,  pray for death to come soon

Drugs I am Taking

paxil,  venlafine

About Me

58 yr old female, life is so unbearable most of the time, need people to talk to. I am very much a loner, have a control freak for a hubby, have two grown sons, they don't understand me. Over the past 20 years have been hospitalized for attempted suicide, have seen many specialists, have been told I also suffer from SAD. Life in general has no purpose for me, cry a lot. Don't want to be this way but the depression is so powerful, no matter how hard I try to fight it, doesn't work. Can anyone relate to this. Will be glad to hear from someone on a daily basis...might help cheer me up.

Having a really down day today.