A new year

I want to go home.  Home is in South Florida.  I've been living in TN since November 16, 2007.  I moved here to start a new life with my fiance.  I have no family or friends here.  My fiance's family and friends are here though.  They're nice, but I miss my family.  I came here to run away from my problems.  That didn't work.  I can't deal.  I want to drink most of the time but I don't because that will cause more problems.  I have cravings for drugs and alcohol every day.  I want to meet someone who understands me and knows what it's like.  Maybe someone reading this will know what to say.