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Depression sucks

By psychoward1 Monday, November 03, 2008

I guess this is mainly a quest to try and find more information that might help me with my issues. I have been clinically diagnosed about 2 years ago and was put on cymbalta. It seemed to help me in someways, but it kicked in RLS and so I was also put on requip which did help. After almost ruining my marriage I decided to try out St Johns wort. It seemed to have a good effect for awhile then one day I started a panic attack that seemed to last for weeks, and when the attack started a noise began eminating from inside my head. Like the sound of air leaking from a tire. Sometimes it seems so loud that it hurts. I spent about a year dealing with the st johns wort and now have given up on that and I am on lexapro after having serious suicidal thoughts. I am still having lots of issues with no motivation. I just sit around thinking about my health and how horrible I feel. My doctor wants me to go back on the cymbalta. I am not sure what to do at this point.

 

Pat

Go to your happy place!
Merely Me, Health Guide
11/ 4/08 7:58pm

Hello...

 

So out of all the meds...which one would you say helped you the most?

11/ 7/08 5:25pm

Like I said I started all this with cymbalta; I(t did a lot of good for me emotionally. But physically I was a wreck(RLS).

Then I tried the St Johns Wort and for a while it seemed to help then I would have horrible anxiety attacks that would last weeks at a time.

 

I started taking SAM-e only to discover that it had adverse affects for me. In fact it amplified my anxieties. So then I started on the lexapro, half a pill at night and in the morning. It calmed my anxieties, but didnt seem to be helping with the depression. So I added a bunch of vitamins

 

Right now I am taking a whole bunch of vitamins:

vitamin C = 3 x 500mg

vitamin b = super B  1/2 twice per day

omega3 = 3 X day

primrose oil = 3 X day

cal/mag/zinc = 3 X day

 

It all seems to be helping. I can say that this month(Nov)is the first month that I have felt normality.

 

Anonymous
Anonymous
11/15/08 3:45pm

Hey there, Psychward.

 

I'm sorry that you're having such deep depression right now.  The depression seems related to the stress of losing your job and the financial instability.  I'm worried about you because the tone of your question is so dark.  Are you having thoughts of suicide or homicide? 

 

I think that seeing a mental health professional would be very good for you.  I'm not sure where you live, but Psychology Today's website has a referral system that will  list the counselors and doctors in your area.  The list also includes the types of therapy they practice.  Calling the suicide hotline can get you a long list of mental health professionals.  Most counties have a mental health organization that only charges you based upon your ability to pay and they usually have some pretty good people working for them.  Lastly, most emergency rooms have a list of doctors and conselors. 

 

You've taken an important first step by joining this forum and telling complete strangers how you feel.  If you need someone to talk to, find someone on this site that you seem to connect with and start a friendship.  Most of the people on this site really care for others and would be happy to converse.

 

If you need someone, I would be very happy to talk with you anytime.  Just give me a shout. 

 

Best of luck and I hope you find the happiness you deserve.

 

Curt

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By psychoward1— Last Modified: 12/19/10, First Published: 11/03/08