ihello all. id like to share the fact that i have 3 children and 2 baby fathers in which are both currently residing in jail....its very hard with me to get over this depression thing that ive had since i wqas 15...alot of it comes from insecurities and not being able to like the person that i am inside...i was 15 when i first cut myself..on the wrist to be exact. i dont know...i realized that would make my pain go away and as far as me living...i wouldnt...i still have the scar today and i hide it because its embarissing for people to see it. i struggle with judgement issues..i care too much about what others think of me and it makes me feel unworthy even if i thought i was for that day.i need consistant conmpliments everytime i go outside to make my day better..and god forbid no one compliments me.>
Hello, there. It sounds like you are feeling very sad; it must be difficult to have the fathers of your children be in jail. Are you getting any kind of treatment for your depression? You could probably use a good therapist and perhaps medication. Your county probably has a mental health clinic you could check into, or if you need help finding one, let me know. We can even tell you how to find help if you don't have insurance or can't afford it.
Also, please feel welcome to write here any time if it helps. There are a lot of good people on this site who are willing to listen. It's important to take care of yourself, at least for the sake of your kids. I wish you all the best.