barely hangin on.........

fuck man im sittin here on my couch so alone and depressed,,,tears are flowin down my cheeks,,im listening to sappy music to make sure i still feel.fuck im tired of feeling this way,nothing ever gets better man,i try so hard ,,this depression has my life in a vice,squeezing so hard.fuck im losin this battle man,things are getting fucked up here in my world,,fuck i had it good once ,,,then me and my girl broke up,,,been a mess ever since... i seen her today at the gym,it was hard to handle,,my anxiety went through the roof,fuck i was already havin a shitty day..fuck my life..,,.,,,,,havent had a girl since her cause im such a mess...my freinds do as much as they can for me ,,i just cant do anything right to better myself .....i hope somebody saves me soon...