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I have not been back in a while. But I still love to come here and type to the best friends a person can have. I have been on meds, treatments, and in the hospital the last 3 months. I have made so many mistakes in my life, but I don't have to live for those mistakes. I am reminded daily of my faults and everything I have done wrong. It is not to be mean but to help me not make the same mistakes again in my life. In the past I let it bring me down and put me in a bad state. Now I look at the problems and not do it again. Handling money, paying my bills on time, staying with in my budget. Cleaning up the place so that I feel better about being there. My room is now blue with angel broader in the middle. I leaving the hard wood floors. Putting things in there place makes it easier to find. I am the only one who can do this so I have to take control of life and live it to the fullness there of. Take care and God bless you all.
callmetroubles aka Susan.
Keep up the great work. Turning the negatives into positives is a great way to overcome depression. For example, I was severely depressed earlier this year because I didn't get the job I wanted, and also being backstabbed by someone who worked there. After that, I thought "I'm glad I didn't get the job, as it would of made me more miserable!"
I must admit though, being in a negative environment (which I was for a time) only worsens your depression. I am trying to be more positive, and so far so good. It's awful when you aren't yourself.
Keep fighting the good fight!
Martin