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crying and don't know why feel like i'm very raw

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silverfox46

Thu, February 19, 2009

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i  suffer  from  depression  for  a  good  20  yrs.  but,  now  i  have  panic   disorder . and it usually  starts  out  with  crying & gets increasing  worse . i'm  so  scared  now fearing what  lies ahead .it  gets  really  bad . i'm  taking  cymbalta  60mg. and for the first 3 months it really  helped me then  it  just  stopped  working . i can't  stop  crying & i don't  know  what  i'm  crying  about . that  shows the med isn't  working i take ativan for  my  panic  attacks . but, i'm still  getting  attacks just not as  bad  as  i  know  they can get . the dr. gave me prozac 20 mg. so i'll  be  weening off  cymbalta . i'm  nervous now & one  of  the  side  affects of  prozac  is  nervousness . but, i figure i have to atleast  try  it  right?  very  confused  silverfox46

2/19/09 1:53pm

I know exactly how you feel, i suffer from these too, i don't have any advice to give as im not an expert, but i just wanted to let you kow that you will be in my prayers and hope things get better for ya.

2/21/09 12:50pm

Psychiatry isn't an exact science, and it might take your doctor some trial and error to find the right antidepressant for you.  I can look backwards to 2008 and the first part of 2009 as as a simply horrendous periond in my life.  I was even given ECT's in an effort  to bring me out of this black hole. 

I'm on a combo of medicines for anxiety and depression.  They are, Ativan, Effexor, Lamictal, Zyprexa  and Mertazapine.  I hate being on so many pills but it seems like the only way I can get relief.  Due to these drugs taken together I could stop crying and finally smile.  I'm off my sofa where I was curled up with a blanket, eyes tightly shut.  I dressed up and went with my friends for a British tea. last week.

When I was depressed and crying all the time noone could convince me that IT would ever end.

Your doc should be able to do the same.  Oh!  I went off of Paxil with no problem some years ago.  But, I was given Lexapro right away to take it's place.

I've been working with my therapist to find the causes of my anxiety.  They all point to various childhood traumas.  I keep saying to myself, "you're safe now,"  I also journal, and a lot comes out that deals with my anger. 

Right now I'm focusing on my anger towards the three hospitalizations I had in 2008,  I hate them all and the people who work in them.  They treated me like a criminal one minute and a smalll child the next. Writing letter I don't send to them helps a lot.

I'm sure that you will pull yourself out the hole if you get the right meds.   My husband said that to me at one point, but in my depression, I didn't believe him   Babou

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