I have had 75 treatments (yes, 75) since 2007.
My short term memory is shot; I have forgotten bank accounts, the way to my daughters house, family functions, and worst of all...people. When I grocery shop, I keep my head down so I won't run into someone who knows me, I know I won't have a clue as to who he/she is. My long term memory is not as bad, but has also been very much affected. I used to be an excellent speller and now I find myself stuck on simple words. That being said, it is only fair to say I might not be here today if I didn’t have ECT. My last one was 5 months ago. I am on the verge of tears most of the time, but after my last experience (horrific) I am terrified to go back. Without the ECT my depression isn't being controlled. I feel I am slowly loosing my husband, my kids, and my friends. I don't really blame them, I know I must be difficult to live with - always crying.
I also know I will NEVER be the same person I was before 2007.
Hello Jerry
It is timely that you wrote this post because one of our members has promised to discuss her ECT experience with us in the coming weeks. I think it has gotten a bad rap over the years because of the times when people were involuntarily given this treatment. My mother was given it for her schizophrenia in the 50's and she definitely didn't sign up for it. It caused her memory loss. But nowadays things have changed and it appears to be a viable treatment for some and especially for treating depression. There are, however, patients who have had negative experiences so it makes it a bit difficult for anyone to really know what the experience will be like for them and if it will be effective.
Wanted to add a link to an interview I did with "Doctor Shock" on ECT. Some of our members may find it helpful in seeking information on this topic.
I hope we hear from members who have had ECT to share their stories here.