I can't seem to get a break

I really don't know which is worse my depression or my MS-I went to my med doc for my depression , only to find out she is gone for up to a year and I have someone new who doesn't know anything about me or my case-so he takes me off (cold turkey) 1000mg of depokote er and leaves hanging and said lets see how you do??????? So I broke down in the office and requested for one a female doc and one that would be here for a long time--so now all I have is my klonipin and have to wait until 12-7-09 to see the new doctor--help--already having severe headaches again- going on 3 days straight and feel like a ball of nerves inside my body--go to my therapist today-who thought meds should be changed or go stronger and I get to tell her this--can't seem to get a break anywhere in my any more!!!!!!!!

ladygraycloud