Information and opinions on Depression from isanyonethere at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/42946 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/42946/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/42946 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/42946/17651/hate-feeling Mon, 10 Dec 2007 21:59:00 -0500 isanyonethere  I don't know, I just wish it would all go away. I feel up one day, down another, feel like I can do it all without a doubt,lonely,depressed,sad,tell myself one more day, this could be the last straw and end it all. This goes on and on each day I am not sure where I am or what I should do or be.  I journal my thoughts with tears and saddness, so I take more pills or drink or try something to deaden the pain.  It gets... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/42946/17651/hate-feeling