After meeting with the therpist, I feel more depressed than I have in a little while.  It just felt so bad the whole time.  And has each time.

She says nothing.  She stares nonstop at me and I feel I cannot breathe.  She just does not validate or ask any follow up questions.  Like she is not there...maybe she is dissociated, lol.  Her eyes do not look compassionate and she does not really seem to be present either...

She is very defensive.  I asked if she does not like questions and if others do not ask her questions.  She said, no, no one does.  And that she does not like them outside of therapy either.

She did not ask me questions.  If I talked, I talked.  If I stopped, she stared at me nonstop without saying a word.

When I asked her about something once, she said, we have been over that, in that  rude condescending tone, and it is rude enough to say that instead of perhaps think, well maybe she was dissociated and didn't remember... and didn't answer my question.  And by the way, she did not answer the first time.

She makes me really feel bad.  Very bad.

I am still wondering why on Earth she would volunteer to do this and act this way.

I did ask her what her children would say about her...since she did not tell me much of anything about herself...she said they would say she was partly a good mother and partly a bad mother.  I just don't care for her and she really made me feel bad.

I don't like her at all.  Most therapists seem they have made an effort to be nice.  This one really seems unkind to me...and I think it is because she kind of sees me as someone she can be that way to...I don't really know...

She seems very unsupportive and actually I felt emotionally abused.  I have felt that with some other therapists/psychiatrists but it has been a while.  My psychiatrist now is fine and respectful. 

Very bad experience.

Now the one that I was with before, was not the best fit, temperament wise...but I felt good after talking with her, at least not bad.  She was supportive and kind.  She was just very extroverted and I am quiet and I wanted a more quiet, calm person.

I just feel depressed right now.