Information and opinions on Depression from unknownencounter at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301/49418/unknown-rival Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:57:00 -0500 unknownencounter Who is to say whether or not I know myself from others? I have an inner rival as a teenager, and an external rival in the form of parents. One doesn't know what to do, and the other wants me to be and act as they want, and I have no choice, unless I get kicked out. There's hardly a chance they will listen, and understand, since they both have come from abusive families, and power, I've noticed, means way too much.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301/49418/unknown-rival http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301/48315/unknown Tue, 11 Nov 2008 12:18:18 -0500 unknownencounter Who I am is not what others see. I live day by day in a cloud of grey, where nothing seems real. Am I truly here, or am I in another place? Today is better than others, but I hardly notice a thing. ---This is just random, and if anyone can relate, it'd be great jut to see what you say. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/45301/48315/unknown