HELLO EVERYONE, I THINK I WROTE IN MY LAST POST THAT I WAS STOPPING ZOLOFT,,,,O.K....11 DAYS OF WANTING TO RIP THINGS APART AND BEING SO FILLED WITH ANGER AND RAGE, I TOOK A ZOLOFT THIS MORNING. I DID EXACTLY THE WAY MY DR. TOLD ME, BUT, IT DID NOT WORK FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN TO THE POINT OF STAYING IN MY ROOM AND JUST STARING AT THE TV, NOT EVEN WATCHING IT. I HAVE NO MEDICAL INSURANCE SO I GO TO A CLINIC FOR MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND GET MY MEDS. THERE. I LIKE THE DR. BUT HE IS SO BUSY, SINCE HE IS THE ONLY DR. THERE THAT I HAVE NOT HAD THE TIME TO REALLY TALK TO HIM ABOUT MY DEPRESSION. I FEEL HOPELESS, SAD, I,M CRYING AS I TYPE THIS.AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHO TO TURN TO BUT THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE AT THIS SITE.I KNOW I,M NOT ALONE BUT AT THIS MOMENT I FEEL I,M THE ONLY PERSON ON THE PLANET. SO...I,M BACK ON MY MED. AND JUST PRAYING FOR THE DAYS TO PASS AND I WILL FEEL BETTER....WHEN I AM LIKE THIS I FOCUS ONLY ON MYSELF AND I KNOW THAT IS SELFISH OF ME. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS HAVING SOME SERIOUS PROBLEMS AND I HAVE DONE MY BEST TO HELP THEM...RIGHT NOW, MY HUSBAND IS THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO HELP ME COPE.I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE FINE...GOD BLESS YOU ALL....JENNIFER