Hello,

I'm sorry to hear about friend.

How r u?

My name is Jon, by the way :)

If u want to talk about anything just e-mail me: jonnyb238@aol.com

I'll talk 2 u soon

Jon

Im very sorry for your lost , i know words do not help and well not help for a long long time. but you do need someone to talk to someone who will listen , maybe even a group of ppls that have the same experience as you. Unfortunatly words dont heal a wound that deep and pain just dont go away overnight. As for the other ppls you are haveing trouble with , you should egnore those egnorate ppls, ppls that only have time to make fun of others are  not worth the time of day. If you fear these ppls then maybe you should get an adult envolved so you can get these ppls off your back. You dont need that right now at all. There are alot of places on line to gotoget help, or you can goto a local church and find someone who will set with you and pray with you. These words got me through some very hard times recently, im still struggling but i manage to make it . God grant me the Serenity to accept the things i cannot change , and the strenght to chage the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference. God bless  you.

hi my name is janae i am trying so hard to raise my two kids and deal with hurt of what my childrens fathers did to me. i do everything for my kids speech therapist and physical therapist they have powerwheels escalade every thing you can imagine. i stayed up countless nights in and out of hospital because my son was not feeding well he could not swalllow properly because of his cleft palate i have been ridiculed bypeople i have even been broken down by my kids father and told my storys are sad and sob.i have been thrown out of my childs father car in the rain by him i have been told i was nothing i have been unappreciated and assaulted and verbally abused by my own childrens fathers i dont have any one who loves me that i can talk too. to say its okay to comfort me to help me get through this pain that im feeling no one but god.