growin up i have always been lil. i was 5'1 all through highschool and 95 pds. that is what i am today. but with all me depression it seems like i am losing alot more weight. in the pass few weeks i have dropped 10 pds. Growin up in tx playing sports everyone down there took there sports to the extreme and that is why i was so lil because i always was working out. but moving up to college. running maybe once a week. losing 10 pds. is pretty crazy. i asked my doctor about it and he said alot of it did have to do with my depression and medicine. with all this i did go down to see my family over the long weekend last weekend. and they all got extremely worried about me. and dont understand what i am going through. and everytime i tired to explain it they wouldnt listen to me and was to busy trying to put food down me. Which i love my family to death. but it is times like this when i know the most that they dont understand what i am going through. i am sure some are trying but they just have so good that they dont notice how bad and sad i am right now. so if anyone out there can kinda understand were i am coming from please msg me