This has to end

By buttgirl Sunday, April 29, 2007

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Help. I know I need it and don't know how to get it. I am trying and trying and have almost died so many times trying this hard. I think I am going to pack it in and give my possessions away. It's time to say goodbye to this cruel, unforgiving world. So many things bad that happen here and I know there are some positives but for some reason I just focus on the bad. I can't get these thoughts nagging at me out of my head. I am always trying to think of a definate way to end my life, one that won't fail or won't hurt anyone else. I am tired of being tired and in physical and mental anguish everyday and feel so ugly inside. I wanted it to get better but now I just feel like it won't get any better.

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JCW

5/ 4/07 4:41pm

Yes, suicide may be in our minds a lot. But, I know in reality the human body does not want to die. Many years ago, I took a bunch of pills and immediately called my best friend to take me to the hospital

Anonymous

5/ 4/07 9:28pm

I am so glad you did because I don't want you to do the same thing as me... I don't want you to die and I hope you are feeling better now and you feel you made the right decision

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