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Alice
Saturday, February 16 2008
I am beginning to feel depressed again. I thought the decrease in my medication helped but I guess it didn't help as much as I had thought and hoped I guess I should start referring to my Wellness Recovery Action Plan (WRAP). Which is something my counselor had me do when I was discharged from the hospital. It is kind of like a... Read more
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Alice
Friday, February 15 2008
When I saw my counselor yesterday we talked about my suicidal ideations and my most recent hospitalization. I told her about when I was in the 7th grade and the school administration was making my life difficult because I was having frequent seizures in class. I told her how that was the first time I attempted suicide and that I had never told... Read more
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Alice
Friday, February 15 2008
I have been babysitting a young child for about three years now. He has attention deficit hyperactivity disorder and has trouble making friends and with school. Recently, when I was babysitting him when it was time for bedtime he said, "I HATE MY LIFE AND I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF!" Even though I... Read more
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Alice
Wednesday, February 13 2008
Last Friday my depression got to the point where I couldn't cope any longer. So I called my shrink and she asked me to come in so she could refer me to respite. After I spent about four hours in respite I had a seizure so I had to leave. I was then seen by the on call counselor who then told me my only option was to be admitted to the Psych... Read more
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Alice
Thursday, February 07 2008
The other day I wrote about how difficult things were for me. Someone kindly responded to my post and helped me remember that some people have it worse than I do. Even though I have doctor appt after doctor appt, some people don't even have health insurance and therefore can't even afford to see a doctor when they need to. Some people... Read more