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Alice
Wednesday, February 06 2008
I am exhausted and it's not because I woke up at 4:30 this morning. It is,however, because I have at least one doctor appt a week. There have been times where I have thought of cancelling but if I cancel any of my appts it'll usually be months before they can get me in again. This week for example; I not only have my therapy appt but I... Read more
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Alice
Tuesday, February 05 2008
I had a nice conversation with my dad today about my depression and my suicidal ideations. It was the first time I had actually been able to open up to someone in my family about how I was feeling without feeling like I was being judged or in trouble. When I told him about my conversations with my therapist he invited me over to spend some... Read more
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Alice
Tuesday, February 05 2008
It seems that just when I thought I was as depressed as I could get I got even more depressed. Today just getting out of bed was a chore. I didn't even give my therapist the chance to call me. I called her. When I spoke to her she could tell something was wrong just by the tone of my voice. She said "What's wrong." When I told... Read more
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Alice
Tuesday, February 05 2008
As promised, I called my therapist yesterday about my uneasy feelings about life and just being overwhelmed in general. When I told her about why I was feeling the way I was feeling she told me in as diplomatic a way as possible, "that's life" I at that point was feeling so terrible I could only tell her that if... Read more
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Alice
Monday, February 04 2008
Have you ever felt that if it wasn't one thing that it was another? I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), Epilepsy, Anxiety, and obviously, depression. Frequently, it seems like once I have one under control, another problem arises. For example, I currently have my seizures under control after, I don't know how long of them... Read more