Didn't realize I have been gone so long but thinking back it wasn't hard....
I finally took the kids and left the hubby. It has been a big stressful mountain but we now have our own cracker jack box in a small quiet area of town.
Leaving him hasn't helped my depression any, can't say it has made it worse either. I do know I seem to have a few less headaches though as I don't feel so tense and stressed all the time!
There are still many changes going on and with that...hardships with the kids and myself. How We have made it this far alive I will never really understand!

