I think I am going crazy.

I cant function.  My moods are so up and down.  My mind races.  I wonder why can't I be happy. 

The counsler I saw at church regarding problems in my marriage said to "give it to God" .  Meaning trust God to guide me, to give me the answers.  But it is sooo hard to do that! 

I found out my husband had an affair last summer a few month ago.  I have always been able to deal with my depression before but not now.  I hurt so much.  We are still together, I love him so much but it is so hard to "get over it and move on". 

I just need a place to vent!  To put my feelings into words.