It has been a few days since my last journal entry, I have just been too tired to do much of anything.
Let's see, the other day my youngest who is 13.5 decided it was a good idea to talk back and give me and her older sister major attidute. She even went as far as to tell me it was none of my business. I had, had enough of her ****, I put her up against the wall and told her to drop the attidute. She has not talked to me that way since. Come to think of it I had to do the same thing with her older sister at the same age. What is it with the age between 13 and 14 that makes them think they can get away with talking that way to their parents.
I didn't dare talk that why to mine, so I just ran away from home. I was in a foster home by the age of 13 cause my parents didn't want to deal with me. That is one thing I said I would never do, was to put one of my kids in the system. And no matter how bad they have been or how hard it has been to deal with them, as well as my illnesses, I have not given up on my kids.
Things have not changed much since I started to take the meds. I could and do sleep most of the day and night. I still feel like ****.
Well, I'm going to the Big & Rich, Terri Clark, Emerson Drive concert tomorrow night. My husband called to see if I wanted to go cause he got 2 tickets, if I didn't want to go he was going to find someone else to go with him. I couldn't have that now could I. 
So it should be a good time.
Anyway, enough for today.
