The feels of guilt are so strong right now.

well we are all stressed out because of my depression.

My husband, blow up at the kids tonight, for them not helping out around the house more. He has just started his own business and it is not going as well as he though. He is stressed out because of my problems, and not knowing what to do to help me, and the kids not helping around here. We are both tired of having to tell the kids to do something and it takes forever for them to do it, and to do it right the first time.

I am feeling alot of guilt right now because I have put all the parenting stuff on him for the pass few months. I feel guilt about not being able to help more. I feel that it this depression would just disappear everything would go back to 'normal'. I feel guilty for not helping him deal with the kids. I feel guilty that this depression is distroying my family.

I don't know what to do to help my husbad, and I feel guilty about it.

Right now my guilt level is at a 12, 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest. The kids are shocken up by what happened to tonight as they have never seen him like this, neither have I for that matter.

Anyways I need to go to bed, I have to work in the morning at 7 am, and 5 am comes very quickly.