Hi, I'm new.

Hi, I'm Kristina, and I'm new to this forum.  I have had depression off and on for as long as I can remember.  Now I'm a mom of a 3yr old son and married for 4 years.  I often wonder why people in my circle of friends or groups that I belong to always seem so entergetic, busy, happy, and organized.  They seem like they always have a busy life and the means to get what they want.

I don't have any motivation, to clean, cook, walk or fufill the responsibilities I commit to. Not sure why I keep commiting.  Guess I'm hoping something will change.  I don't want my son to be affected by my depression...