10 Questions to Ask Your Doctor
Don't forget to ask your doctor these vital medication questions
I am so deep into this feeling of the bottomless blackhole is ready to swallow me and sadly the only thing that makes me hang on is #1 my Son & #2 my Dad. I wish I could say my husband but right now I can't even hang on to avoid hurting him. We had a horrid round earlier with his BiPolar kicking my butt, throwing me into such a deeper state of guilt, depression, anxiety and utter hopelessness than I was already trying so desperately to not drown in. Now he sits in his chair as if nothing was even said earlier that hurt me so terribly. I know his BiPolar is hell on him, it is no picnic on me either. But It is to the point literally that no matter what I say he turns it around on me to use it against me, yet if I say nothing to avoid this then I get the big guilt trip or yelled at for not responding. I just honest to God don't know how much more I can take. I deep down want to vanish. Can anyone relate to this? Any words of wisdom or even a hint of hope?
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