Information and opinions on Depression from shapeshifter43 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/60319 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/60319/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/60319 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/60319/20318/point-vanish Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:40:00 -0500 shapeshifter43 I am so deep into this feeling of the bottomless blackhole is ready to swallow me and sadly the only thing that makes me hang on is #1 my Son & #2 my Dad. I wish I could say my husband but right now I can't even hang on to avoid hurting him. We had a horrid round earlier with his BiPolar kicking my butt, throwing me into such a deeper state of guilt, depression, anxiety and utter hopelessness than I was already trying so desperately to... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/60319/20318/point-vanish