I just can't handle all this anymore

maylet Community Member July 12, 2007
  • Tonight is just another bad night, my life is full of that "bad days and really bad nights", and I'm just so tired of all, I can't handle all this anymore, tonight  I don't want to cut myself to let go of the pain, I want to kill myself to end all this pain, because for the first time in my life I feel that I can't handle anymore, nobody can help me tonight.

    I'm so scare, I don't want to do it, but I just can't handle anymore, it hurts to much.

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  • Anonymous
    chris g
    Jul. 13, 2007
    maylet, i know how you feel- so damned bad that you think you would be better off dead and buried.  What sustains me is my sweet little boy and my husband.  This is what prevents me from going down the path towards self-destructiveness.  i don't know what kind of support system, you have, or lack thereof, if you are single or married, etc. ...
    RHMLucky777
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    maylet, i know how you feel- so damned bad that you think you would be better off dead and buried.  What sustains me is my sweet little boy and my husband.  This is what prevents me from going down the path towards self-destructiveness.  i don't know what kind of support system, you have, or lack thereof, if you are single or married, etc.  You should only surround yourself with positive people and try to go out and have some fun once in awhile.  sitting around the house will not help you.  if you live alone, perhaps you should spend the night with friends or family, or check youself into an outpatient program thru your local hospital.   I have suffered from depression for over 15 years, so i do know where you are coming from.  you don't have to suffer alone.  there are options.  if you are afraid you will hurt yourself, PLEASE seek help and don't spend time alone.
  • Susan Cagley
    Jul. 13, 2007

    Don't give up on yourself. It's hard I know but I don't know what is happen in your life but in God's eyes you are worth a lot. I almost did give up the other night.  I can't handle what my ex is doing to his children. I felt that I let them down and he was calling and running noses in the fact that he is taking the best of care of...

    RHMLucky777

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    Don't give up on yourself. It's hard I know but I don't know what is happen in your life but in God's eyes you are worth a lot. I almost did give up the other night.  I can't handle what my ex is doing to his children. I felt that I let them down and he was calling and running noses in the fact that he is taking the best of care of another family. I wanted to take a bottle of pills I had to end the pain but I put a towel and was going to blow my nose. I took a quick breath and the small of the clean towel just made me feel so good. I asked my oldest daughter smell the towel too, she said why because it smells so good. I just started to laugh so hard. So she smelled the towel and said wow it dose, and so we both started to laugh and the mad bad day turn into a really great day after all.  I f I had just gave up I would have lost a really simple and most wonderful day that we all can remember. Please if you need some one to talk please send a reply and i will give you my number so you can talk to me.  I know the pain is so hard to handle.  I will pray even harder for you so God will send his angles to help you.

     susan aka callmetroubles.Heart

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